Wednesday, May 07, 2008

High School Crush

In high school I was mega-shy. Like, ultra-shy. So, the crushes that I had in high school probably never new about it. Since high school I have been much more out-going an not afraid to tell someone I find them attractive. But, I would have to say that the relationships that I have had have been less-than-Christian. I decided a few months back (about 6-8) that I want to change the way I date. To 'date' the way of the Bible, whatever that means. I mean, I know a few of the rules, but I am slowly learning the rest.

In the meantime, feel so out of my element. I feel like a fish out of water. I feel like I am back in high school.

Since I have gone back to high school I now have a crush again. But this time its kinda fun. I don't know where to go from here... I am a female so from what I have been reading I should be pursued. And, maybe since I feel so outta place God is still working on me and I need to be patient.

Changing my focus from me to God is so not easy. But I am finding its more than worth it.

So, for now, I get to have a crush again. I will see how God direct it and me from here...


Anonymous said...

Glad you are letting God lead your life. Can't do any better than that! Good luck with the new diet.
Love, Grandma E

Jerry said...

That's awesome! I'm probably going to give you a hard time about it trying to guess who it is, but it really is great no matter how bad I kid you. You can't go wrong doing the dating thing His way.